But, those whens have turned to ifs. And those ifs aren't as common as they used to be- and it sucks.
So. I sit here on the windowsill in the bathroom ready for a good ten minutes of crying in the shower. What the hell is wrong with me?
I want to put more effort into my YouTube channel, but I have no motivation whatsoever.
Since I've always wanted to be famous, I can't get used to my new way of thinking. I don't understand how people my age can just decide their going to be teachers or nurses- even though it makes perfect sense.
So, I guess in ten years I'll be stuck in a dead-end office job. 24 and single with a bunch of cats.
And yes, I'm fine.